Blossom Toward the Light

My name is Xia Jinsheng, and I run a seafood business. At 45, my son jumped to his death. On the 37th day after his passing, I joined all his chat groups. I found they were filled with kids showing signs of depression and suicidal tendencies. I don't know why, but I left 19,000 messages in those suicide-pact groups, reaching out to 127 boys and 49 girls. To this day, I still have no answers.